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Stained Glass Murals; Willson's Journal 13

We soon arrive and drive up to a high and wide guarded gate. The Guards open one side of the gate and we enter onto a large estate landscaped with trees that hide the winding road. I hand Reuben the summary and he places it back in the box and locks it. We continue until we enter through wide garage doors that open into a building too large to be only a garage. The Chauffeur and Guard get out and open the doors for us and we get out; the Chauffeur takes the clothing bag. Reuben reaches into the car and pulls the two boxes across towards the edge of the door opening “Here you take these Willson.” The Chauffeur quickly helps Reuben change into a new shirt. I follow Reuben towards the other side of the garage holding in each hand a slightly heavy box by the top handles. The Chauffeur leaves with the clothing bag and the Guard stays with the car. “So what do you think Willson?” The question I dread. “I didn’t do all that well with literature in school but I think from the outlines there is room for character development, growth, and interaction. And it has teachable moments.” “If we had more time I would have let you read a script for a full episode” he gives me an amused smile. “The Family is away at a resort few people know about in High Centennial. There they will decide who will come to the Candidates Conference. It is held here at the Compound a year or so before every major election. We will be able to look around at the Conference Center. I have not had too much of a chance to explore it myself.” On the other side of the parking area we come to a double door and another Security Guard. “This is my new man Willson; we are here to place critical documents in the Secure Vault.”

So Reuben and ‘My Man Willson’ go through the doors and get onto a small motorized cart and go down a hall and reach another Security Station counter next to high metal vault doors. We get out and Reuben tells the Guard something I can’t quite hear except for the words ‘attire’ and ‘associate’. The Guard looks at me, shrugs, and walks into a large closet. “You will attract less notice if you dress like the Associates.” Associates? The Guard returns with several dark sets of clothes he hands to me saying “you can change in the Guard Station rest area; one of these should fit.” And I follow him around the counter through a small door; the Guard leaves me to change. After I change I find that I am dressed completely in black except for a white pattern on front. The long-sleeved shirt has a hood. There are black soft cloth shoes and gloves. I silently walk out and Reuben says “here you have to pull this up” and he pulls the hood up over my head with my ears inside. He pulls at the top and says “now those are even.” The hood fits tightly and only my face is exposed. I feel the top of my head with one hand and find a set of pointed ears there. The Guard comes out carrying a small bag with my clothes and says “don’t forget your tail.” And then much to my discomfort, and his, he attaches the tail “be careful when you walk that the tail doesn’t swing around and knock stuff off the tables.” Reuben hands me a mask with a face that looks like a cat with a dumb pleasing smile “you can wear this hanging around your neck but pull it on when we are around other associates.” Other? I pick up the boxes again and walking carefully follow Reuben through the vaulted doors.

After we leave the boxes in the Secure Vault we come out and get back into the motorized cart. I have to sit in the seat behind. “You better pull your mask on now.” This costume itches. As we move along I see ‘other associates’ dressed like I am cleaning floors and silently hurrying back and forth. We drive for some minutes down another long corridor. “We are entering the conference wings now; we should be pretty much alone.” I pull down my mask and the cart stops and Reuben says “first we will see the Woman’s Sanctuary”. We look into a large ornate room where there are several round tables in the center floor area and a platform next to the wall with a longer table and chairs. On the wall above the platform is a sign We Vote where our Vote Counts; Within our Families. At the back of the room opposite there are long wardrobe doors. And a door to one side that says Changing Room. Reuben slides one of the doors and I see rows of attire similar to mine, but for women. Most of the costumes are black with the white front, and a few are white and one is red. At the other side is a set of doors marked Women’s Hallway. And then he says “that hall leads to the Conference Center we will see in a while."

We go back out into the corridor walk to the end and go into another large room. There is an ornate metal plaque that identifies it as the Mounting Area. The Family must have an interest in horses. The floor area in this room is highly polished and clear of any furniture; there are ornate wooden counters along three of the walls like in a barroom. I see large cabinets that have what appears to be polished leather saddles and metal hardware. And the whips used in horse racing. More because of the horses they have. There are photos of politicians on the walls. One is a photo of Nation’s Security Advisor Stuhl and on it written by hand ‘To The Family, I agree in Principle.’ Another photo shows LoneStar Vice Governor Snad with the inscription ‘I do things all the same the next time.’ There is a large bronze tablet on the wall with lettering The World is Evil and Out of Control; More Evil brings Order. Smaller lettering tells that this is ‘Stuhl’s First Precept.’ Following just below is The Correct Reaction to a Bad Situation is to Make it Worse, and then ‘Stuhl’s Second Precept.’

I follow Reuben towards a set of double doors that have a sign above Starting Gate Hallway. Reuben is speaking softly now “this hall also leads to the Conference Center. You better pull up your mask.” The floor is actually dirt, soft dirt that has been raked like at a racetrack. We leave footprints as we walk. The corridor is about ten feet wide and has scuff marks on the wooden walls. It goes about sixty feet where we enter an open area under a sign Dismounting Area.

This is a large but not a very large room for a conference center. We are standing on a wooden floor again and are off to the side of circular seating like in a theater. In front of the seating is a slightly elevated stage. A Security Guard stands by a small door in the corner up front next to the stage. At the other end behind the last row of seats is an open area. On the back wall there are heavy double doors and another Guard. There are more associates cleaning and polishing. As we walked in two immediately took rakes out into the hallway. Two others sweep and mop where we brought in dirt on our shoes. I say quietly to Reuben that the family must have a great love for horses. “Willson, I have never seen horses anywhere around here.”

Across from the seating on the opposite wall there is a large glassed-in seating area. The glass is dark so you can’t see much inside. “That is where the Women’s Hallway leads so they can watch the events here. They will be mostly wives and family.” I ask if women are not allowed for the Candidates Conference. “There are some.” And then in a very low voice “the people that will be seated here will be the richest in the World, or they will be representing the richest in the World. They enter down a stairway from the Family Sanctuary upstairs.” The stairs must be behind the double doors in back. “I don’t think I will ever be invited up that far” he adds. I take a cleaning cloth and try to wipe off the last of the dirt off my cloth shoes. By now the associates have all stopped their work and look at me behind the same silly mask I am wearing. “Let’s get you started back Willson” and as we quickly leave the Security Guard opens the small door by the stage for us.

We are in a hallway and another Security Guard walks up to us carrying the small bag with my clothing. “Thank you for coming Willson. I won’t be going back with you but we will get you home soon.” The costume still itches and I look forward to changing in the limousine on the way back. Reuben, the Guard, and I exit outside the building and on to a large paved area. I see what at first looks like a large motorcycle. But it has a round clear bubble protecting the seating and a propeller up on top. Before I can say anything the Guard pushes me through an opening in the bubble up into a seat, ties me in with several large belts, and puts my clothing bag on my lap. The same costumed Chauffeur gets in next to me where the controls levers are. Just before the engine starts Reuben says “maybe a New Ax will appear at some time and tell about all this” and he quickly turns and walks away.

Then the engine is running and the Chauffeur is looking at the levers with some confusion. After starting to take some he nods to himself and takes some others. We come off the ground tipping over to one side and then the other and back and forth end to end and wobble up higher and higher. Then we start forward. I guess I get to keep the cat costume. I didn’t ask. The tail makes it uncomfortable to sit. I find I can look straight down from where I am. I see the roads we drove in on. I think about how it would be better to be with the rabbits down below and not where I am up here. If I get all the way back home I am going to think about how I make decisions from now on.

The trip back does not take long and soon we are coming down rocking back and forth side to side circling lower and lower over Foothill. I realize we are going to land on the top of a building. I close my eyes and hang on to the sides of my seat. We bang down and bounce and tip a few times. As soon as the helicopter stops moving I get out of the belts and almost stumble as I run carrying my clothing bag towards the door to the stairway. I go through the door and down a few stairs into a hallway and see that I am in the same building and on the same floor where I had that first interview for the Nation’s Research Center. I am still dressed in the cat costume and now I have to go through the building. And it would be at the end of the work day when people are leaving.

I pull up the mask again and walk like I belong there. I don’t see where the stairways are so I walk out into an elevator. It is almost filled and ready to go down. Right next to me is Pity Woman I first interviewed with. She moves closer to me and actually smiles. I am tempted to do several things.  But so far nobody seems much concerned that a full grown man dressed like a cat is in the elevator with them and I don’t want to change that. I get to the street. It is hard to walk so that the tail doesn’t swing back and forth. A few people look at me and shake their heads as I go on towards the parking lot by the Library. I am happy we are on The Coast where people don’t carry guns around. At my car I manage to get the tail off the costume and pull the hood down off my head before I drive away. My ears itch. I leave on the street that goes under the bridge where I first saw that woman in the cat costume. I hope I don’t have any bad dreams about this.

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Thomas McDonald, Arroyo Country, 2015 © 
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