| Fireseer Danielle Marie
Ch. I Does
anyone ever get asked about the Outer City? Have you been? I never hear
that
name on the news any time. About problems there, and so on. I know I
don’t get
asked! The
Rangers are used to me now anyway. They trust me to be alone in this
tower.
Maybe I am in the outer city now? Anyway, I made a sign I bring with me
that
says Outer City. I have it on the counter in front of me. The
deep
counter goes inside around against all four walls. The walls above the
counter
are large aircraft glass windows slanted out so I can see the forest
all around
and up and down. Yes
first there is always that extra layer. My parents were good in telling
me
about it at an early age. I wonder if I will ever get used to that?
Sometimes
it’s over in a few moments, other times it takes days. For a few it is
never,
or almost never. I admit sometimes it doesn’t happen. I do what I do
anyway. I
smile and say Hello! That works a lot. And
my brothers had to learn ‘don’t run!’ Crazy! I like to run and I am
pretty
fast. Well, I guess I am supposed to be anyway. Some
of my Asian friends call them ‘Ghosts.’ I think that is about right for
some I
have had to contend with. Anyway we are stuck with them. And they are
stuck
with us! No one can escape. Live with it! But
some are very helpful and kind. But you can’t tell until…, and some
will change
without warning. Does
anyone ever get asked about the Outer City? Have you been? I never hear
that
name on the news any time. About problems there, and so on. I know I
don’t get
asked! The
Rangers are used to me now anyway. They trust me to be alone in this
tower.
Maybe I am in the outer city now? Anyway, I made a sign I bring with me
that
says Outer City. I have it on the counter in front of me. The
deep
counter goes inside around against all four walls. The walls above the
counter
are large aircraft glass windows slanted out so I can see the forest
all around
and up and down. Yes
first there is always that extra layer. My parents were good in telling
me
about it at an early age. I wonder if I will ever get used to that?
Sometimes
it’s over in a few moments, other times it takes days. For a few it is
never,
or almost never. I admit sometimes it doesn’t happen. I do what I do
anyway. I
smile and say Hello! That works a lot. And
my brothers had to learn ‘don’t run!’ Crazy! I like to run and I am
pretty
fast. Well, I guess I am supposed to be anyway. Some
of my Asian friends call them ‘Ghosts.’ I think that is about right for
some I
have had to contend with. Anyway we are stuck with them. And they are
stuck
with us! No one can escape. Live with it! Does
anyone ever get asked about the Outer City? Have you been? I never hear
that
name on the news any time. About problems there, and so on. I know I
don’t get
asked! The
Rangers are used to me now anyway. They trust me to be alone in this
tower.
Maybe I am in the outer city now? Anyway, I made a sign I bring with me
that
says Outer City. I have it on the counter in front of me. The
deep
counter goes inside around against all four walls. The walls above the
counter
are large aircraft glass windows slanted out so I can see the forest
all around
and up and down. Yes
first there is always that extra layer. My parents were good in telling
me
about it at an early age. I wonder if I will ever get used to that?
Sometimes
it’s over in a few moments, other times it takes days. For a few it is
never,
or almost never. I admit sometimes it doesn’t happen. I do what I do
anyway. I
smile and say Hello! That works a lot. And
my brothers had to learn ‘don’t run!’ Crazy! I like to run and I am
pretty
fast. Well, I guess I am supposed to be anyway. Some
of my Asian friends call them ‘Ghosts.’ I think that is about right for
some I
have had to contend with. Anyway we are stuck with them. And they are
stuck
with us! No one can escape. Live with it! But
some are very helpful and kind. But you can’t tell until…, and some
will change
without warning. I
think about my Mother and Grandmother on these days.
“Where is Kyleisha today? She is back out in
that forest. Way up in a high tower watching for fires.” “Oh My land,
that
child!” And so on for all the rest of the morning. My
Dad sees too many bad things as a Policeman. He is happy that I am
safely up
here. I think he is a little proud of me too. So
I am here, wearing a t-shirt that says Forest Service. Fire
Lookout. Angels
National Forest, and a hat that says
Forest Care. And I hold a strong pair of binoculars that
see a long
ways. On the counter There is a radio with a hand held phone. I talk on
the
radio to the other towers sometimes. I have earphones so I can listen
to music.
I have trained myself to also hear the radio over the music in case I
am
called. I
have a shovel and mccloud tool, and a pickaxe, are a regular axe, and a
hatchet, all for fighting forest fires. I even have a Fire Shirt if
needed. And
a fire extinguisher in case the tower itself catches on fire. If this old dried out tower catches on fire I
am out of here, forget the fire extinguisher!
And I have a fridge for food and drinks. The tower has its
own water
tank the Rangers fill with a helicopter at the beginning of every fire
season.
It has to last. We have to careful how much water we use. I
stay here for a week sometimes, other time just for a long weekend,
like this
time. No one to talk to most of the time so I talk to myself a lot. Or
I make up stories about the creepy old abandoned cabin I can see down
from the
tower and across over to the far edge of the meadow next to the forest.
It’s
called a ‘squatter’s cabin.’ The Rangers say even though it has a dirt
floor
people once lived there. The last one anyone remembers was an old
fellow known
as Buddy. He was tall with white hair and pale blue eyes. He never
talked to
any of the Rangers until one day when he said “so long” to one. Then he
was
gone. The
Forest Service has no record of who built it in the first place. Hikers
are
afraid to go near it now. Word is that it is haunted. Some have said
they hear
noises, voices, see lights. I have been
meaning to go look for myself sometime when I come up here off duty as
one of
the hikers, or maybe after I am relieved and if there is still
daylight. I
see hikers sometimes. I worry that they are careful. There are warning
signs
telling them not to start camp fires during fire season. I think most
won’t. But like my Dad says, ‘there are
Policemen because of two or three out of any one hundred people.” I
have to be careful when I report a fire. Moisture condenses out of the
woods
and forms a white cloud sometimes that looks a lot like smoke from a
fire.
After some experience you learn to tell the difference. The Rangers say
to call
it in if I am not sure. The firefighters down below in the barracks
also watch
up to the hills and are annoyed with those white clouds when the turn
out not
to be fires. They like fires because they get to work overtime,
sometimes all
night and into, and sometimes through the next few days. At times they
have to
hike on trails for hours to get to the fires. When they are lucky
trucks can
bring them, at least part of the way. I
like fires too, but not in the forest. I don’t like to start fires but
have
always been interested in fire. It makes you warm when you are cold. It
cooks
food. It melts metals to make other metals. Or to make things out of
metal. I
like these subjects in school, Chemistry, Geology. Fire is important in
Chemistry. It makes changes in nature. I moved ahead of my grade in
Chemistry.
Some of the teachers are surprised. They tell me I am smart enough to
go to
College. How my parents like that! _ _ _ It
will be no surprise that one day the cabin burned. I think it was so
old and
dry that it just started burning by itself, But there had been some
thunder and
lightning strike that morning. What are called dry lightning strikes,
lightning
with no rain. The Rangers thought one hit the cabin. I didn’t see that.
But I
saw no hikers that day either. I did see the smoke and fire increase in
size
quickly. Right
away I called it in. The rangers told me to stay in the tower, not to
‘get
creative’ as they often like to put things, and try to fight the fire
myself.
That the fire fighters would be there shortly. I put on my fire shirt
anyway.
And they were. It was late morning and my shift would be over the end
of the
day. It did not take the fire crew long to knock down the fire as they
had
water trucks with them. They also brought my shift replacement and said
I could
return with them in a while so they would not have to make another
replacement
trip later. I
chatted with my replacement as we watched the fire being put out from
our
‘front seats’ in the watch tower. After they were finished the trucks
pulled
back and the Rangers and fire crew sat down on some large logs in the
parking
area and started chatting about the fire, and who knows what else. They
had
brought drinks and snacks. I
wished my replacement a good shift and walked down to the parking lot.
I asked
the ranger if I would have time to go look at the cabin.
He said “sure, but be careful.” He looked at
my fire shirt and smiled “here, if you are going to be a fire fighter
you will
need shovel.” I took the shovel and he
added “we’re pretty sure we have the fire ‘dead out’ but some of the
structure
might be unstable.” I
thanked him and started over to the cabin. I got close and could smell
the
burnt wood and who know what else. They say a fire is ‘dead out’ when
the
rangers can put their hands through all the ashes and charred matter
and not
feel any heat. If they don’t do this there is a danger of the fire
could start
back up after they have left. I don’t think this one is quite dead out. I
walked a little into the structure. Part of the roof was left over one
of the
corners. There is a beam coming up from the floor holding it up. Down
in that
corner I think I see some flame flickering, but no smoke. I can cover
it up
with my shovel and put it out. I walk over to the corner, watching
where I
step. Where I see the flames there seems to be some papers. The pile is
right
next to the wall so I guess there was a place in the wall where
valuables were
kept. I get close and there looks like
piece of jewelry, a broach maybe in the flames. I
don’t dare touch it so I carefully lift up the shovel and place it into
the
fire under the broch and lift it up and out. I see that it has a large
stone
surrounded by a design in a likely precious metal. I look down and see
that the
fire has gone out! So I am holding the shovel and turn to go outside to
get a
better look at the broach. As I turn the shovel the handle hits the
beam
holding up the roof and the broach jumps out of the shovel and hits the
pocket
part of my fire shirt. I think I am going to get burned, but no effect
on the
shirt anyway. But
I jump away and, I don’t know why, probably just a reflex, I catch the
broach
as it falls. I look stupidly down at my hand holding the broach. No
burn! It is
not hot at all! But pretty much covered with dirt and ash. I want to
wash it
off. I did not bring my canteen. I thought there must be a stream
nearby. No
one builds a cabin that is not near water. So I put the broach in the
pocket of
the fire shirt, and shovel dirt on what was the fire. I place the
shovel
standing against the been supporting the
ceiling. I hang the red fire shirt on the top of the shovel. I
go outside and look at the space at the back of the cabin. There is a
path from
the cabin into the woods. I start and I don’t think I walked very far
before I
heard running water and came to a strong
spring coming out of an outcropping of rock by the side of the path.
The water
comes in a nice steady stream down and spreads out and soaks into the
ground.
The water is cool and clear. I look back and see that I am all the way
into the
woods enough to just see light on the end of the path behind me. I
wash off the broach in the spring. This seems almost like a magic
ritual.
Little did I know then! The broach comes clean easily with me rubbing
my
fingers across it as I turned it over in the falling water. The stone
is a nice
bright red. I don’t know too much about precious stones but I think
this might
be a fire opal because my Auntie has one in a ring, though much
smaller. I
wonder how big they get. This one must be close to two inches across. I
pin it
on the left of my T-shirt. Just as I do that another of those fogs from
condensation forms and envelopes me. I
am just about able to see my hand in front of my face as I turn to take
the
small trail back out of the woods. There is some light ahead to guide
me. I
feel my way slowly with my arms extended my hands finding the trees on
either
side of the pathway. I think the fog will clear when I come out of the
woods
and I will be able to see where I am. I
was right about that. Was I ever! As I stepped clear of the trees I
find myself
on a wider path. In the desert. The
desert!!! No meadow, no watch tower, no Rangers waiting next to a
truck. No
cabin, fire shirt, shovel. I turn around and look behind me and no
trees, more
desert as far as I can see all the way back and around! Why am I in the
desert?
I put my hand over on the broach. It feels warm. But
some are very helpful and kind. But you can’t tell until…, and some
will change
without warning. I
think about my Mother and Grandmother on these days.
“Where is Kyleisha today? She is back out in
that forest. Way up in a high tower watching for fires.” “Oh My land,
that
child!” And so on for all the rest of the morning. My
Dad sees too many bad things as a Policeman. He is happy that I am
safely up
here. I think he is a little proud of me too. So
I am here, wearing a t-shirt that says Forest Service. Fire
Lookout. Angels
National Forest, and a hat that says
Forest Care. And I hold a strong pair of binoculars that
see a long
ways. On the counter There is a radio with a hand held phone. I talk on
the
radio to the other towers sometimes. I have earphones so I can listen
to music.
I have trained myself to also hear the radio over the music in case I
am
called. I
have a shovel and mccloud tool, and a pickaxe, are a regular axe, and a
hatchet, all for fighting forest fires. I even have a Fire Shirt if
needed. And
a fire extinguisher in case the tower itself catches on fire. If this old dried out tower catches on fire I
am out of here, forget the fire extinguisher!
And I have a fridge for food and drinks. The tower has its
own water
tank the Rangers fill with a helicopter at the beginning of every fire
season.
It has to last. We have to careful how much water we use. I
stay here for a week sometimes, other time just for a long weekend,
like this
time. No one to talk to most of the time so I talk to myself a lot. Or
I make up stories about the creepy old abandoned cabin I can see down
from the
tower and across over to the far edge of the meadow next to the forest.
It’s
called a ‘squatter’s cabin.’ The Rangers say even though it has a dirt
floor
people once lived there. The last one anyone remembers was an old
fellow known
as Buddy. He was tall with white hair and pale blue eyes. He never
talked to
any of the Rangers until one day when he said “so long” to one. Then he
was
gone. The
Forest Service has no record of who built it in the first place. Hikers
are
afraid to go near it now. Word is that it is haunted. Some have said
they hear
noises, voices, see lights. I have been
meaning to go look for myself sometime when I come up here off duty as
one of
the hikers, or maybe after I am relieved and if there is still
daylight. I
see hike sometimes. I worry that they are careful. There are warning
signs
telling them not to start camp fires during fire season. I think most
won’t. But like my Dad says, ‘there are
Policemen because of two or three out of any one hundred people.” I
have to be careful when I report a fire. Moisture condenses out of the
woods
and forms a white cloud sometimes that looks a lot like smoke from a
fire.
After some experience you learn to tell the difference. The Rangers say
to call
it in if I am not sure. The firefighters down below in the barracks
also watch
up to the hills and are annoyed with those white clouds when the turn
out not
to be fires. They like fires because they get to work overtime,
sometimes all
night and into, and sometimes through the next few days. At times they
have to
hike on trails for hours to get to the fires. When they are lucky
trucks can
bring them, at least part of the way. I
like fires too, but not in the forest. I don’t like to start fires but
have
always been interested in fire. It makes you warm when you are cold. It
cooks
food. It melts metals to make other metals. Or to make things out of
metal. I
like these subjects in school, Chemistry, Geology. Fire is important in
Chemistry. It makes changes in nature. I moved ahead of my grade in
Chemistry.
Some of the teachers are surprised. They tell me I am smart enough to
go to
College. How my parents like that! _ _ _ It
will be no surprise that one day the cabin burned. I think it was so
old and
dry that it just started burning by itself, But there had been some
thunder and
lightning strike that morning. What are called dry lightning strikes,
lightning
with no rain. The Rangers thought one hit the cabin. I didn’t see that.
But I
saw no hikers that day either. I did see the smoke and fire increase in
size
quickly. Right
away I called it in. The rangers told me to stay in the tower, not to
‘get
creative’ as they often like to put things, and try to fight the fire
myself.
That the fire fighters would be there shortly. I put on my fire shirt
anyway.
And they were. It was late morning and my shift would be over the end
of the
day. It did not take the fire crew long to knock down the fire as they
had
water trucks with them. They also brought my shift replacement and said
I could
return with them in a while so they would not have to make another
replacement
trip later. I
chatted with my replacement as we watched the fire being put out from
our
‘front seats’ in the watch tower. After they were finished the trucks
pulled
back and the Rangers and fire crew sat down on some large logs in the
parking
area and started chatting about the fire, and who knows what else. They
had
brought drinks and snacks. I
wished my replacement a good shift and walked down to the parking lot.
I asked
the ranger if I would have time to go look at the cabin.
He said “sure, but be careful.” He looked at
my fire shirt and smiled “here, if you are going to be a fire fighter
you will
need shovel.” I took the shovel and he
added “we’re pretty sure we have the fire ‘dead out’ but some of the
structure
might be unstable.” I
thanked him and started over to the cabin. I got close and could smell
the
burnt wood and who know what else. They say a fire is ‘dead out’ when
the
rangers can put their hands through all the ashes and charred matter
and not
feel any heat. If they don’t do this there is a danger of the fire
could start
back up after they have left. I don’t think this one is quite dead out. I
walked a little into the structure. Part of the roof was left over one
of the
corners. There is a beam coming up from the floor holding it up. Down
in that
corner I think I see some flame flickering, but no smoke. I can cover
it up
with my shovel and put it out. I walk over to the corner, watching
where I
step. Where I see the flames there seems to be some papers. The pile is
right
next to the wall so I guess there was a place in the wall where
valuables were
kept. I get close and there looks like
piece of jewelry, a broach maybe in the flames. I
don’t dare touch it so I carefully lift up the shovel and place it into
the
fire under the broch and lift it up and out. I see that it has a large
stone
surrounded by a design in a likely precious metal. I look down and see
that the
fire has gone out! So I am holding the shovel and turn to go outside to
get a
better look at the broach. As I turn the shovel the handle hits the
beam
holding up the roof and the broach jumps out of the shovel and hits the
pocket
part of my fire shirt. I think I am going to get burned, but no effect
on the
shirt anyway. But
I jump away and, I don’t know why, probably just a reflex, I catch the
broach
as it falls. I look stupidly down at my hand holding the broach. No
burn! It is
not hot at all! But pretty much covered with dirt and ash. I want to
wash it
off. I did not bring my canteen. I thought there must be a stream
nearby. No
one builds a cabin that is not near water. So I put the broach in the
pocket of
the fire shirt, and shovel dirt on what was the fire. I place the
shovel
standing against the been supporting the
ceiling. I hang the red fire shirt on the top of the shovel. I
go outside and look at the space at the back of the cabin. There is a
path from
the cabin into the woods. I start and I don’t think I walked very far
before I
heard running water and came to a strong
spring coming out of an outcropping of rock by the side of the path.
The water
comes in a nice steady stream down and spreads out and soaks into the
ground.
The water is cool and clear. I look back and see that I am all the way
into the
woods enough to just see light on the end of the path behind me. I
wash off the broach in the spring. This seems almost like a magic
ritual.
Little did I know then! The broach comes clean easily with me rubbing
my
fingers across it as I turned it over in the falling water. The stone
is a nice
bright red. I don’t know too much about precious stones but I think
this might
be a fire opal because my Auntie has one in a ring, though much
smaller. I
wonder how big they get. This one must be close to two inches across. I
pin it
on the left of my T-shirt. Just as I do that another of those fogs from
condensation forms and envelopes me. I
am just about able to see my hand in front of my face as I turn to take
the
small trail back out of the woods. There is some light ahead to guide
me. I
feel my way slowly with my arms extended my hands finding the trees on
either
side of the pathway. I think the fog will clear when I come out of the
woods
and I will be able to see where I am. I
was right about that. Was I ever! As I stepped clear of the trees I
find myself
on a wider path. In the desert. The
desert!!! No meadow, no watch tower, no Rangers waiting next to a
truck. No
cabin, fire shirt, shovel. I turn around and look behind me and no
trees, more
desert as far as I can see all the way back and around! Why am I in the
desert?
I put my hand over on the broach. It feels warm. I
think about my Mother and Grandmother on these days.
“Where is Kyleisha today? She is back out in
that forest. Way up in a high tower watching for fires.” “Oh My land,
that
child!” And so on for all the rest of the morning. My
Dad sees too many bad things as a Policeman. He is happy that I am
safely up
here. I think he is a little proud of me too. So
I am here, wearing a t-shirt that says Forest Service. Fire
Lookout. Angels
National Forest, and a hat that says
Forest Care. And I hold a strong pair of binoculars that
see a long
ways. On the counter There is a radio with a hand held phone. I talk on
the
radio to the other towers sometimes. I have earphones so I can listen
to music.
I have trained myself to also hear the radio over the music in case I
am
called. I
have a shovel and mccloud tool, and a pickaxe, are a regular axe, and a
hatchet, all for fighting forest fires. I even have a Fire Shirt if
needed. And
a fire extinguisher in case the tower itself catches on fire. If this old dried out tower catches on fire I
am out of here, forget the fire extinguisher!
And I have a fridge for food and drinks. The tower has its
own water
tank the Rangers fill with a helicopter at the beginning of every fire
season.
It has to last. We have to careful how much water we use. I
stay here for a week sometimes, other time just for a long weekend,
like this
time. No one to talk to most of the time so I talk to myself a lot. Or
I make up stories about the creepy old abandoned cabin I can see down
from the
tower and across over to the far edge of the meadow next to the forest.
It’s
called a ‘squatter’s cabin.’ The Rangers say even though it has a dirt
floor
people once lived there. The last one anyone remembers was an old
fellow known
as Buddy. He was tall with white hair and pale blue eyes. He never
talked to
any of the Rangers until one day when he said “so long” to one. Then he
was
gone. The
Forest Service has no record of who built it in the first place. Hikers
are
afraid to go near it now. Word is that it is haunted. Some have said
they hear
noises, voices, see lights. I have been
meaning to go look for myself sometime when I come up here off duty as
one of
the hikers, or maybe after I am relieved and if there is still
daylight. I
see hikers sometimes. I worry that they are careful. There are warning
signs
telling them not to start camp fires during fire season. I think most
won’t. But like my Dad says, ‘there are
Policemen because of two or three out of any one hundred people.” I
have to be careful when I report a fire. Moisture condenses out of the
woods
and forms a white cloud sometimes that looks a lot like smoke from a
fire.
After some experience you learn to tell the difference. The Rangers say
to call
it in if I am not sure. The firefighters down below in the barracks
also watch
up to the hills and are annoyed with those white clouds when the turn
out not
to be fires. They like fires because they get to work overtime,
sometimes all
night and into, and sometimes through the next few days. At times they
have to
hike on trails for hours to get to the fires. When they are lucky
trucks can
bring them, at least part of the way. I
like fires too, but not in the forest. I don’t like to start fires but
have
always been interested in fire. It makes you warm when you are cold. It
cooks
food. It melts metals to make other metals. Or to make things out of
metal. I
like these subjects in school, Chemistry, Geology. Fire is important in
Chemistry. It makes changes in nature. I moved ahead of my grade in
Chemistry.
Some of the teachers are surprised. They tell me I am smart enough to
go to
College. How my parents like that! _ _ _
It
will be no surprise that one day the cabin burned. I think it was so
old and
dry that it just started burning by itself, But there had been some
thunder and
lightning strike that morning. What are called dry lightning strikes,
lightning
with no rain. The Rangers thought one hit the cabin. I didn’t see that.
But I
saw no hikers that day either. I did see the smoke and fire increase in
size
quickly. Right
away I called it in. The rangers told me to stay in the tower, not to
‘get
creative’ as they often like to put things, and try to fight the fire
myself.
That the fire fighters would be there shortly. I put on my fire shirt
anyway.
And they were. It was late morning and my shift would be over the end
of the
day. It did not take the fire crew long to knock down the fire as they
had
water trucks with them. They also brought my shift replacement and said
I could
return with them in a while so they would not have to make another
replacement
trip later. I
chatted with my replacement as we watched the fire being put out from
our
‘front seats’ in the watch tower. After they were finished the trucks
pulled
back and the Rangers and fire crew sat down on some large logs in the
parking
area and started chatting about the fire, and who knows what else. They
had
brought drinks and snacks. I
wished my replacement a good shift and walked down to the parking lot.
I asked
the ranger if I would have time to go look at the cabin.
He said “sure, but be careful.” He looked at
my fire shirt and smiled “here, if you are going to be a fire fighter
you will
need shovel.” I took the shovel and he
added “we’re pretty sure we have the fire ‘dead out’ but some of the
structure
might be unstable.” I
thanked him and started over to the cabin. I got close and could smell
the
burnt wood and who know what else. They say a fire is ‘dead out’ when
the
rangers can put their hands through all the ashes and charred matter
and not
feel any heat. If they don’t do this there is a danger of the fire
could start
back up after they have left. I don’t think this one is quite dead out. I
walked a little into the structure. Part of the roof was left over one
of the
corners. There is a beam coming up from the floor holding it up. Down
in that
corner I think I see some flame flickering, but no smoke. I can cover
it up
with my shovel and put it out. I walk over to the corner, watching
where I
step. Where I see the flames there seems to be some papers. The pile is
right
next to the wall so I guess there was a place in the wall where
valuables were
kept. I get close and there looks like
piece of jewelry, a broach maybe in the flames. I
don’t dare touch it so I carefully lift up the shovel and place it into
the
fire under the broch and lift it up and out. I see that it has a large
stone
surrounded by a design in a likely precious metal. I look down and see
that the
fire has gone out! So I am holding the shovel and turn to go outside to
get a
better look at the broach. As I turn the shovel the handle hits the
beam
holding up the roof and the broach jumps out of the shovel and hits the
pocket
part of my fire shirt. I think I am going to get burned, but no effect
on the
shirt anyway. But
I jump away and, I don’t know why, probably just a reflex, I catch the
broach
as it falls. I look stupidly down at my hand holding the broach. No
burn! It is
not hot at all! But pretty much covered with dirt and ash. I want to
wash it
off. I did not bring my canteen. I thought there must be a stream
nearby. No
one builds a cabin that is not near water. So I put the broach in the
pocket of
the fire shirt, and shovel dirt on what was the fire. I place the
shovel
standing against the been supporting the
ceiling. I hang the red fire shirt on the top of the shovel. I
go outside and look at the space at the back of the cabin. There is a
path from
the cabin into the woods. I start and I don’t think I walked very far
before I
heard running water and came to a strong
spring coming out of an outcropping of rock by the side of the path.
The water
comes in a nice steady stream down and spreads out and soaks into the
ground.
The water is cool and clear. I look back and see that I am all the way
into the
woods enough to just see light on the end of the path behind me. I
wash off the broach in the spring. This seems almost like a magic
ritual.
Little did I know then! The broach comes clean easily with me rubbing
my
fingers across it as I turned it over in the falling water. The stone
is a nice
bright red. I don’t know too much about precious stones but I think
this might
be a fire opal because my Auntie has one in a ring, though much
smaller. I
wonder how big they get. This one must be close to two inches across. I
pin it
on the left of my T-shirt. Just as I do that another of those fogs from
condensation forms and envelopes me. I
am just about able to see my hand in front of my face as I turn to take
the
small trail back out of the woods. There is some light ahead to guide
me. I
feel my way slowly with my arms extended my hands finding the trees on
either
side of the pathway. I think the fog will clear when I come out of the
woods
and I will be able to see where I am. I
was right about that. Was I ever! As I stepped clear of the trees I
find myself
on a wider path. In the desert. The
desert!!! No meadow, no watch tower, no Rangers waiting next to a
truck. No
cabin, fire shirt, shovel. I turn around and look behind me and no
trees, more
desert as far as I can see all the way back and around! Why am I in the
desert?
I put my hand over on the broach. It feels warm.
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